Say YES to the mess
Say yes to the mess! Our bus is a mess. We didn't realize how much everything moves around with each bump and turn our school bus makes. We didn't tie everything down. But LIFE is messy and gets messier with each bump and unexpected turn. You can't tie everything down and control anything in life. Things are constantly moving. The more full my life is, the more mess I make. So I say: Say yes to the mess! This was actually day one of our road trip, after driving all day. I am wearing a "soul searcher" tee by Spiritual Gangster & I had no idea what a soul search I was about to embark on. I do remember how serene I felt sitting on top of the mess looking out into the Nevada desert. Serenity is the most unexpected emotion that I completely undervalued. Through my rocky road with my health, loss and trauma, I discovered serenity. And I'm loving the fuck out of serenity. I feel comfortable in my own skin and at home wherever I go. With serenity, I don't try to control my life, I don't need validation from others, I don't need to prove myself, I don't need any 'thing' and I'm ok no matter what happens. Most of all, serenity allows me to not only be in the moment, but enjoy the moment. Sitting on top of bins of who knows what, rugs, ladders and more bins, I did not care about the mess because everything i wanted was right in front of me: my man & the road ahead. ๐๐๐บ๐ธโฎ๏ธ๐๐๐โค๏ธ
Posted on Sat, May 20, 2017
by Ms. Dolphina